The Ultimate Guide To My Feelings' Department

CNY

2006-01-28T19:03:00.000+08:00

"Who let the dog out?" *WOOF WOOF WOOFWOOF*

Time to say goodbye to Chicken and welcome Dog to the new year. 2005 had been a year plagued by diseases like The Bird Flu and Mad Cow Disease, a year filled with surprises like the legalisation of casino in Singapore, and also a year repleted with wrong decisions and costly mistakes.

The world is abound with wonders and medical science has definitely reached a whole new dimension. However, certain scandals have casted uncertainties among many people. Hwang Woo Suk led the world in human cloning and became a national hero in South Korea. However, this hero has turned to zero. He is now facing an escalating series of charges: first, that some women had been paid for the eggs they provided for his research, and that eggs also came from his employees, both ethical violations in the rigorous world of high-level research. Then came the allegation that some of the photos of cells he published did not show what he claimed. And finally, as he was forced to admit before submitting his resignation to Seoul National University, that nine of the 11 stem-cell lines he described in Science weren't from clones at all. Investigations are still on-going but one thing is for sure: HE'S IN SERIOUS DEEP SHIT!

Sports is an integral part of my life and I will always try my very best to take note of every nuance of sports. As an avid supporter of Arsenal FC, it is to my great disappointment to see them slip to the fifth position on the EPL table. What has happened to the fluent attacking flair?? Wenger, stop being a miser and start spending on quality players. You can't always find good bargains like Henry and Vieira. Alright, now to the tennis scene. I must admit my admiration to KING FEDERER. I've never seen someone with such great talents and calibre. I wish him all the best for tomorrow's Australian Open Final. Team China has dominated badminton for the past decade or so. But I hope that Indonesia will rise up to the occasions and give the Maoist underlings some painful stings. Kobe Bryant seems to be growing stronger and stronger, following his rape allegations. I wonder what type of stimulus was injected inside him that made him perform so well on every single match since then. And recently, he just scored a career-high of 81 points in a game. You must be thinking, "@)&$#$#&*$)@&)@#!" To the readers, my feelings are muture.

Although the A'level exam is still 9 months away, but the intensity back in school is just so tremendous. I've been doing alot of consistent work this year but I just feel it's not enough. The sword of Damocles just seems to be hanging above my head. I hope whatever I'm doing now can bring me the 4 As which I want so badly. From there, I can apply for an Army Scholarship and proceed on with free education provided by the government. Terms exam is coming up and I hope I can reap a good harvest from it. Doing well for this exam can really build up good confidence and momentum inside me, and spur me on to do even better. I truly hope I won't be disappointed with myself.

Now my life seems very unbalance without that special 'you' with me. The meaning of "Chensining" still remains the same and it has never changed a single bit. But as long as you're happy with your life right now, I guess nothing will matter much anymore. All the best to you and cheers to someone who can cherish you better than me.

Time to rush off for reunion dinner! GONG XI FA CAI... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FELLOWS = )

Shopping Fiesta

2006-01-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone...

I've been on a shopping spree for the past few days and today is the only fulfilling and productive one. Town has been greeted with a throng of shopping finatics recently. I guess it was due to the CNY period. Everyone wants to look good and get a fresh start for the "bobby's" year.

And I must admit my admiration to girls when it comes to shopping. I guess guys are just not physically built for a long, long walkathon. After an hour of browsing, my legs got so sore that I just had to sit down and rest. Badminton trainings may be tough but shopping is definitely a physically challenging task for me.

Yesterday was just not my day I think. Eugene, Nicholas and I combed the whole of town but could find nothing that fits us nicely. It was either too short(length) or too fanciful. Nothing seemed ideal to us. So the hapless three decided to go home and get our well-deserved break after a 6-hour long and aimless walk.

Today I finally found the joy and satisfaction of shopping when you find something that suits you completely. I bought a very nice T-shirt from Gallery at Pacific Plaza. I didn't know PP has such gd shit. Lol... That's the problem of not going to town at a very frequent basis to check out stuff.

And I discovered some interesting and hilarious shopping habits of my present classmates. Alex loves to take his own sweet time in the changing room, irregardless of the queue outside painfully waiting. After an interminable wait, he would finally come out but no purchase would be made. Winn, aka Richie Rich, simply loves fanciful clothings to bits. Hot pink is his favourite choice of colour and he never fails to amaze us with his cat walk after he fit on something new. Entertainment value 100!

And I had lunch at Scotts with Nic, Amanda and Eve today. Eve suddenly talked about having "red ruby" for dessert and caused me to have another flashback of the past. She used to love it alot. Oh well, forget it......

All in all, it was great to have them as my shopping partners as laughter would just follow us everywhere we go. Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there in advance! GONG XI FA CAI, HUAT ARHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guilt

2006-01-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

I'm back after a really long, long break.

I've not been blogging for a long while as I felt I had let someone dearest to me down. I couldn't find the courage to speak or even say a simple "hi" to her. Signs of a freaking coward right?

For the past 6 months, you have never been out of my mind. I always try to check on your progress from your friends and try my best to see how I can help you out in every possible way. Why a 'timeout' at a time when you need me most? At that time, i felt the reason why you were under-achieving in your academics was because of me. I was a major distraction to you. No matter how hard i tried to encourage and spur you on, it never really worked. I did notes, gave you my past work and even tried to tutor you, but did all these work? I didn't think so. At the end of the day, we would just give up and declare another unproductive attempt to study. Promotional Exams were just round the corner and at the rate we were going, the prospect of retaining was drawing so near to us. And to add on to my misery, my grandmother decided to leave me. Everyone in my family felt really sad. My mother was in serious depression. So what you expect me to do????? I couldn't take it anymore and decide to give up.

Flowers, letters, slideshows and sms-es to explain, all done to make amends but i guess it's never enough right? No matter how hard I try, things will never be the same again and you'll never give me a second chance. Every morning, I would sit at the same place in the LT, so that I could catch a glimpse of you as you walk to your seat. Now, to avoid me, you chose to walk the other pathway.

I really have a nice taste of my own medicine. Nobody in this world can forgive a pathetic idiot like me isn't it? Everything I did was a big big mistake. Every reason I gave was a big big lie. Every sleepless night, thinking dearly of you, was a big big mistake. You have moved on with your life and so should I right? That's what you're thinking isn't it?

Life is so fucked up... And don't worry............ I'll try to have one nice good sleep from today onwards. Keep up the good work of avoiding me...... I only have myself to blame. Goodbye everyone....

2005-07-24T14:56:00.000+08:00

Part of me laughs
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
Why is there joy
why is there pain
why is there sun shine in the rain
one day you'er here next you are gone

sad

2005-06-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

dearrr..

today .. was.. a good and a bad day. it ended nicely. but.. its so saddening when we were first happy, then angry, then happy then angry.

really pray hard that wont happen again.

its just making me so depressed. because it is always me who make the wrong remarks.

i tink i shld just shut up sometimes.

i love the earrings... thankss..

momo strikes

2005-06-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

my dearr couldnt be bothered wid blogger liao. haha..

muackzzz. i love ya!

Bored

2005-02-05T15:55:00.000+08:00

Haiz. . .

Boredom has truly got over the better of me.

We discussed long ago that Sat shall be the day where we two shall spend more time with each other.

But through the twist and turn of fate, she's already out with her pri sch friends. And the saddest thing of all is that I was informed about this last minute.

Whatever man.....................................................

I need some time to cool down.

That's all for today folks.

Haizz

2005-01-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone...

Yoz...

Actually I do not have much to comment now. In actual fact, I'm feeling rather sad. Depressed. Disappointed. My heart feels so cold, as though it's going to stop beating any moment from now.

I guess all I need is some warmth from you........................................................................................

But where are you? Lying down on bed? Eating out with your parents? Watching tv programmes in the living room?

Forget it. Tata to all.

AC overview for e past 3 weeks

2005-01-22T02:24:00.000+08:00

Hi Everybody...

So long since I have had last posted. I'm truly sorry about it as I just feel too lazy to do anything recently. Alright... Let me give you guys an overview of my activities.

First up, in case you're wondering which school dumbo Rong is studying in right now, here is the answer. I'm studying in ACJC currently. It's truly a fun, fun, FUN and more FUN school. I felt so guilty about thinking ACJC as a school where snobbish rich kids reign supreme. In actual fact, the people there are relatively humble and friendly, and most importantly, you can truly feel that ACS bond within a week of school. Maybe that is the effects of morning devotions and prayers. The 5-days long orientation camp also played an important role. I made a few funny friends in the process. My OG leader is a pure joker from South Pole(means his jokes are damn COLD). Hahaha.. So bad of me ya?

Well, all good things will turn to an end eventually. So tutorials and lectures have all resumed. How sad ya? Everyday, school will only officially end at 4.30pm, with the exception of Wednesday, where we'll be dismissed at 1.50pm. In between the long arduous hours, we're only given 2 breaks, which lasted 40 mins each. I guess I've to learn to take coffee from now on. Or else, how am I able to last through the whole day, without taking a wink or two during boring lectures? Especially Physics, as it truly suck to the "Khor". This "Khor" refers to the surename of my Physics lecturer. I bet primary school kids can teach better than that ASS HOLE. First, he burps during lectures. Second, he carries a damn arrogant tone with him. Lastly, he uses NCC ways to teach. In other words, he'll shout and shout and shout to discipline us. All the J1s are at least 16 years old. Military ways won't work on us anymore. The more he insists, the more we'll rebel against him. So Mr Khor, just shut the shit up will ya? Thanks in advance if you will.....

Well, I guess I should put a full stop to my rantings already. Now let me bring your focus to my current CCAs. Let me give you guys a chance to guess which cca I'm in right now. Countdown starts.

5...

4...

3...

2...

1...

0... I'm in badminton and air rifle. Hahahaha.. Well that was a test of how much you guys know about me. For badminton, I seriously think I've to work extra hard and walk the extra mile to get a starting position. Currently, I guess I'm only rated as the fourth singles. I've no doubt in my natural calibre. As long as I'm willing to pay the efforts, i'll reap all the good harvest fast. But as you should know, I'm one damn lazy fellow. Hahaha.. So better wish me all the luck in the world.

Oh ya... One really funny thing about ACJC is that they provide Swimming PE. Hahaha.. All boys with JOHN have to wear swimming trunks or else they'll be barred from the pool. And i meant those triangular kind! Gosh man... hahahaha.. But won't that make me more sexy and attractive? hahaha.. Enough of my ego. I was just kidding. Seriously, I will really feel darn embarassed to wear that in front of my female classmates. hahaha...

So, are you tempted to join the ACS family now? If you are, work hard for your O's. I hope to see you guys there in a year's time. However, you may not see me as my O's may not be satisfactory. And so, I may face the humiliation of being kicked out of ACJC. That'll be damn depressing. Forget it... I shall enjoy the fullest now and take one step at a time. For all secondary 4 students, I wish ya all the best and may all your dreams come true. When you believe, you will see it becoming a reality. Jia You.

I miss you so much

2004-12-31T13:14:00.000+08:00

Hello. . .

Today is New Year's Eve. So I guess I'll just create a post to let my dear know what I have or will be doing the whole day long.

First up, I will like to wish everyone a very joyous and fulfilling New Year. The tsunami has indeed left a black mark on the year 2004. But I believe the resilient nature of people will pull it through this catastrophic disaster. Let us all pray for the innocent parties who lost their lives in this particular incident.

Well, I really wonder what my dear is doing right now. I guess she should be watching anime, playing wrestling with her cousins or watching cartoon network. Anyway, no matter what she is doing, I hope she is happy. But how can she possibly be not happy? She has all her beloved ones over there to accompany her day and night. What a lucky girl! That's good. Enjoy your New Year celebration. Good nitez and sweet dreams to you in advance. I miss you.

My dear will only be coming back on 1 Jan and so, I can only wait patiently. What can I possibly do right?

Things come and go in our life. That's why we must readily accept reality. Oftenly, the truth is always difficult to handle. Step by step, we can gradually learn new things or even see the true colours of some people. They may look like an angel in the outlook but deep inside them, you see a black heart pumping.

However, I'm truly blessed to be bestowed with great health, a huge gang of fantastic friends, a wonderful bunch of teachers, a complete family and most importantly, someone whom I shall cherish and love dearly. With these 5 motivating factors, it allows me to have the extra "kick" to move on with my life. Thanks to all of you. Happy New Year

The weather seems rather gloomy currently and so, I guess I shall remain at home and play some PC games. I hope the weather gets better as Yi Cheng and me are going back to Grand Copthorne Hotel to receive our pay at around 3.30pm. *Fingers crossed*

The End Of My New Year Speech. Thank You...

Tiny little raindrops,
Resemble my longings and misses for YOU.
Rays of the sun,
Reflect my determinations to reach over to YOU.
Wind,
Contain all my heart and soul.
No matter rainy, sunny or windy,
You know I'll always be there for YOU.
I love you dear.

Love you too..

2004-12-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

Dear,

I hope you're feeling better by now. Were you having gastric just now? Be brave. How i wish I'm there for you.

I was out with my primary school friends today. We had some great chats about our lives now and even talked about some embarrassing moments back in our days at Keng Seng Pri Sch. After that, we took some neoprints n proceed back home.

Halfway through my ride home, something unfortunate happened. That's why I couldn't reach back home in time to chat with you. Sorry dear. Stupid me. Arghhhhhhhhhhh................

I really don't know how long I can still endure. 2 days straight without chatting with ya properly feels as though a million needles poking through my heart now. Haiz. I feel sad. Depressed. I love you dear. Come back to me soon can? I miss you..........

love u!

2004-12-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

hi dear....

i love u so much.. too bad when im online u are outside.. tts ok... i love u still dear

cya tmr!

Dear dear dear..

2004-12-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

Hey dear...

I couldn't get to sleep at all. It's really late now. Everyone should be inside their dreamland by now. Including you my dear. . . .

There was this story that truly touched my heart.

This guy was a gangster that had a territory in some parts of Hong Kong. Everyone called him Da Ge. He had a girlfriend who was named Ah Si. They really love each other till the end of time. They swore their love towards each other, care for one another. A perfect couple in the eyes of many.

One day, he was mistaken as the person who killed the Head of his gang. He was chased after, leading a life of a refugee. He would be slashed at any moment. So he decided to stay over at a priest's house. hahahaha.. A bit weird to say but it's true! He was so damn lucky to have a priest as his friend.

However, other gangs soon tracked him down for revenge. They couldn't get hold of him but his girlfriend wasn't that fortunate. They took her as hostage, raped and tortured her. Obviously, he was presented with two options. One, to risk his life in bid to save his beloved. Two, to live the life of a coward and stay away from further troubles.

He was a man of honour and integrity. He went to the meeting place alone, without any weapon. The other party brought out his girlfriend. She looked totally devastated, with her clothes all torn apart. In front of the eyes of her boyfriend, they slashed some marks on her arms. Immediately, he darted forward, but was stopped by a number of people. Soon, one of the guys shot her to death.

Their fate was sealed at that disastrous moment. He was soon shot to death too. A tragedy indeed.

If one day I was in the same situation, I would choose the same option as that guy. I would rather risk my life, and die for your sake. I will. All because i love you. Be it for better or worse, I wanna be with you, through every thick and thin. Hand in hand, lets carve out a better future together ok? I'm really determined to do just that. And obviously, I'm not a gangster. So nobody will slash or torture me. OTHER THAN YOU! hahahaha... SM~

I love you. Have to sleep now. It's getting real late. Hope to chat with ya longer tmr. I really miss you dear.

I love you Sabrina...

2004-12-19T15:39:00.000+08:00

Hello Ladies & Gentlemen. . .

I felt better since yesterday night. Maybe it's due to a great chat with my darling. But my dear felt tired and so, we ended our chat at around 10pm. How nice if we could chat a little longer. I couldn't bear to stop chatting with you. I miss you so much.

Alright... I was awaiting the arrival of my new computer since this afternoon. After hours of anxiety, my new com finally arrived! Woohoooooo....... But HELL, troubles soon arise.

First up, the LCD monitor screen has cracks on it.

Secondly, the CPU has problems booting up.

The delivery guy told me that this was his first experience of such needy problems. He was at a loss of what to do next.

The computer set was packaged nicely in boxes and had undergone lots of tests and start-ups before reaching each household. Why did a REJECTED COM end up in my house???? God knows why..............

Arghhhhhhhhh... How frustrating can it get??? So I need to move back my old com to my room and set everything up nicely again. Again and again.

Enough of my rantings. I shall take a rest for now. Tomorrow shall be the day where I'll use strong and abusive words to complain to HP service hotline. I will make sure that pressure will be mounting on them till the day they deliver a NEW and WORKING com to my house.

I miss you honey.... I wonder wat you're doing now over at Brunei. Enjoy ur day and I look forward to your return.

I LOVE YOU. You're always on my mind.

Dearest Sabrina, You're Always On My Mind. . .

2004-12-18T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. . . It sure has been a long time since I last blogged. Pardon my lazy nature.

I didn't catch much sleep last night. It wasn't a night to be happy about. I was lost, shocked, petrified and unduly worried about my future, my happiness.

"The fear of being stupid"..... A simple phrase which kept flashing across my mind. Every moment, every second.

The sun rised up, radiating its brightness to every household. I watched this beautiful scene, as I realised how fast time flies. Almost 6 months of heartfelt relationship. The bond becomes inseparable. That was truly what I felt. What about you?

I waited and waited, and finally sent a sms to my dear at around 8am. She will be in brunei till 31 Dec. And this time round, she'll be taking e flight alone, without her mother's companion. Be brave. Be strong.

I decided to divert some of my focus away from her as I joined my ex-primary school mate for a soccer match. It was at Boonlay.

The match ended at 12pm. I walked to a coffeeshop for lunch.

Then, I took a bus back to Boonlay Mrt.

I was all alone. I have never felt this lonely n forlorn before. This feeling is so new to me. Where's she?? In a place where I will never be able to reach her.

The weather wasn't kind to me at all. Whenever I stepped out of the shelter, it would start pouring again.

When a person is down, even the weather despises him.

Drenched and wet, I walked back home from Redhill Mrt. Down the escalator, I pictured that my dear was by my side. She was smiling. I didn't see the wrong person. This is the girl whom I love. When my arms tried to grab her, she seemed to disappear to nowhere. Someone please save me from this torture.

She has become an intricate part to my life. Now that she's away, I just felt uncomfortable. I just can't comprehend what feelings are going through now.

I miss her.

I miss her so much.

Come back soon to my arms.

I'll be waiting for your return and your answer.

My heart won't change.....................................................................................

I love you dear. Take gd care of yourself.

Dear?? Where r u now?? haizzz

2004-12-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

Hello Guys... It has been a long long time.....

Sorry to keep ya peeps waiting. I guess I need quite some time to recuperate from the O'level madness and disappointments. Well, now I'm fully charged up and driven to update this lonely little blog site of mine.

One of the biggest event in Singapore happened on 1 Dec 2004. It was the Singapore's Idol FINALS!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!! *Girls with their high pitch screech while Guys with their ferocious roar* Hahahaha... And I was LIVE at the Indoor Stadium, holding my dear's hand as we watched history in the makings. My dear was so SO sure that Sly would win as he is so SO cute when he smiles. Well, it is always right to go opposite of what Sabbie says and you'll never go wrong. And so, I was rooting for Taufik. In general, both of them gave a great showdown to the Singapore mass. Entertainment value- 10/10. Dear, TAUFIK WON!! WOOHOOOOO

Throughout the performances, my piggy dear was feeling so lethargic till to the point that she wanted to take a NAP in the Indoor Stadium. I truly wondered if one of her nerves had gone hay-wire. The 7000 over crowd were in jubilant mood while my dear was in ZZZ conditions. I guess she was worn out by the swinging actions of the racket two days ago. Anyway, I was truly blessed to have my dear by my side throughout the show. I LOVE YOU

After the 2 1/2 hrs show, along with my dear's cousins, we decided to walk to the Kallang MRT station. It was home sweet home. Sorry dear.... I had to lie to you again, as I wanted to make sure you were sent safely to your mother before I proceed home. Hahahaha.. That was why I deliberately stopped at Queenstown MRT station with you before I took the last train back to Redhill MRT station.

My heart only belongs to you my dear. I hope our love can last till eternity.... Sleep tight my dear.. Get charge up and pei me kkz? I'm feeling real bored now.......................... SIANZZZ AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Have fun during your eye check-up. I shall continue rotting at home... Cya... Muackzz I LOVE YOU!

Sabbie, You're my FOREVER!!!

2004-11-19T09:26:00.000+08:00

Hello Everybody. . .

To me, O'lvl is just like a 400m race. You've to build up your momentum constantly and do not exhaust yourself in the early stages of the run. At the last bend, you have to unleash every bit of energy and dash across the finishing line. However, you may feel the strain on your muscles or have breathing difficulties along the way. But as a sportsman, you must have the spirit to finish every race, no matter how painful it will get.

At the last lapse of my O'lvl, I got a tummyache yesterday during the A Maths Paper 02. Maybe I was feeling too nervous or I had eaten something wrong the night before. Well, I had tried my best for the paper, given my painful situation. However, I don't think my O'lvl results will be satisfactory at all.

I guess this is the part and parcel of life. This is just one of the many obstacles that I must overcome in life. No matter how hard it gets, I must try and try and never get the idea of "giving up" in my mind. However, actions speak louder than words. I must really live by this philosophy, and maybe I'll be successful one day.

I may not be the top stuudent in my school anymore. But I hope people will recognise me for my other contributions and strong abilities. It will really take a miracle for my O'lvl results to be good. I need to find back my motivation sparks soon to get ready for the next paper on 22/11.

Lady luck, please shine on me. Take care everybody. And remember to take healthy meals! Don't end up like me. . . Hahaha.. Haiz...

Sab, you're my forever... Take gd care of yourself. Must be Steady Steady POM PEE PEE. . . Best of luck for the next paper. I LovE YoU... Muackzzz

Haizzz...

2004-11-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hi. . .

Well, today should not be a day to be remembered. Too much unhappiness, too many misunderstandings and etc. I guess most of the unhappiness originated from the stupid me. *Sighing in disappointment* Haizzzz... I really blame myself for being too impulsive at times as I would say out some harsh words in fit of pique. I truly regret. Haizzzz...

Alright.... I sent my first dedication to the perfect 10 radio today. However, it wasn't delivered on air. How unlucky can I get? Where did all my beginner's luck go to? Arghhhhhhh..... Anyway, let me show you the methods of sending dedications through the net.

For Example,

Name: Guo Rong

Age: 16 1/2 yrs old

Tel: 9093****

Email: smallmuscularsun@hotmail.com (I didn't use this address earlier on)

Song One: Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson

Song Two: To Be With You By Mr Big

Dedication to:
I would like to dedicate to Sabrina Wee

Date of Dedication:
I would like this song to be played on 12 November 2004

Your message:
My message is I'm truly sorry my dear... I tried contacting you but to no avail. So I guess I could only "reach" you by sending a dedication on air. These 2 songs are your favourites and so, I hope you'll enjoy it. I am missing you badly right now. And I love you with all my heart.
I wish I wish upon a glittering star that you'll let me be with this someone, where her presence is deeply treasured within my heart. All I really want to say is, I truly love you, Sabrina. Take care. And may this warm dedication fill your heart with love. (I guess this was too wordy and so it didn't get through. Hope you guys will learn from my mistake)

Ok... Simple right? And after filling up everything, just click "Submit" and pray hard for your dedications to be read. Best wishes to those people who have submitted their dedications. I pray from the bottom of my heart that they'll all get through, as I've experienced the bitter feelings of not getting pick. Haizzzz....

Alright... The exact time now is 1.05am.. And that means.......... TIME TO SLEEP!! Hahaa.. See ya in dreamland my dearest sweetheart. Muackzzz.. I love you~

So scary when she's angry... Hahaha..

Always Loving You Sabbie

2004-11-11T19:09:00.000+08:00

Hello Everybody. . .

O'level is drawing to an end. 2 more bittering weeks to go and we'll be liberated from this misery. A note to you my dear. Do not ever think of giving up now. By giving up at this crucial moment, you'll be giving up every aspirations and dreams which you have. What about your cafe? What about your 12 pointer cat? There's no time for negative thoughts. As I've always said, "When the going gets tough, take a deep breathe and face it with a pretty smile :)". And I'll fulfil my promise. I shall stand by you whenever you need me. Now I sound as if I'm your spare tyre. Hahaha.. Never mind.

Alright.... Let me give you guys a highlight of my performance for the past few days.

Maths Paper 02 was surprisingly tricky. The questions may seem very simple but it requires quite a bit of thinking. I guess I did moderately well for this paper. Not much graph work though... Phew~

For Chemistry, I seriously had little confidence and so for the first 15 mins, my mind went totally blank. Fortunately, I was able to calm myself down, and finished the paper on the dot of time. *Heaving a sign of relief* Phew~~

Well, next week will be a tough one as I'll be having both Geography and Physics on the same day. I'm seriously in deep shit as both subjects require a lot of memory work. Damn.. But I shall give it my best shot and have no sorts of regrets. All the best to everyone, especially my dear, Sabrina.

I understand that both of us are rather hot tempered nowadays due to the O'levels. But lets overcome this small little obstacle together ok? If you need a listening ear, dial 9093****... When you need a shoulder to cry on, dial 9093****... If you miss me, dial 9093****... hahaha... Reminiscent of Singapore Idol~

Take good care of yourself my dear. Your "spare tyre" will always be there for you when your tyres are deflated. Cheer up. Come on girl~ All the best to ya! See ya tomorrow in school.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

Love you~

2004-11-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

Sabrina's new blog address is www.pieces-of-mia.blogspot.com. Be sure to check it out.....

Sabbie Here! =P

2004-11-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

Does your name begin with: T
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life. !

Does your name begin with: G

You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is yourintellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.

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APRIL
Active and dynamic
Decisive and haste but tends to regret
Attractive and affectionate to oneself
Strong mentality
Loves attention
Diplomatic
Consoling
Friendly and solves people's problems
Brave and fearless
Adventurous
Loving and caring
Suave and generous
Emotional
Revengeful
Aggressive
Hasty
Good memory
Moving
Motivate oneself and the others
Sickness usually of the head and chest
Easily get too jealous

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Aries
Turn ons

Aries are naturally active and vibrant people and they have affinity for such people too . You will have to increase your pace to be in step with them. Remember they leave tortoises and snails way behind without even glancing at them once. They like and appreciate frank and straightforward persons. With them you can be your true self that is no pretenses (but don`t try your luck being over frank-they are volatile). If you are in love with Ram then you have to show your enthusiasm in all there activities (you can always yawn later!).

Turn offs

Do not tell an Aries that s/he may be wrong lest you may stir a storm in a teacup. But instead do what you feel is right and of course do not take the credit for the work done well. Aries people are very faithful and passionate lovers. Do not give air to the smoldering fire within them by making them jealous. No flirtations or fooling around with others in their presence unless of course you wish to write your death wish (you will be granted!).

I miss you Sab

2004-11-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

Hi Ladies and Gentlemen...

I guess A Maths Paper 01 was relatively normal. Relative velocity, Kinematics, Straight Line Graph and Matrix were not tested YET. So be sure to see them ALL in the next paper. Work hard guys. Wish everyone the best of luck. . .

On my trip to Parkway Parade yesterday, I witnessed an accident, involving a lorry and a BMW. There was traffic congestion at that point of time, but the Indian driver on the lorry didn't seem to care much. He went full speed ahead and BANG. The poor BMW was pushed forward and, bits and pieces of its backlights flew off in all directions. Speaking of road safety, I must seriously put this message across to all drivers of the future. When you're driving, please open your god damn eyes and SEE. Innocent pedestrians may just die in your hands. And when that happens, you'll be living in days of guilt. So, WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING!

Then on my way back home from Parkway Parade, a bus inspector was on board too. I was telling Mr Chen S.C. then about how fun it would be, to see those who didn't tap their EZ-link get scoldings and fines. However, I could sense that SC's heart was beating wildly, as beads of sweat broke out on his forehead. He lost his EZ-link last week and so he was carrying his younger brother's card. As expected, that old and snobbish lady was shouting at SC for carrying another person's card. At the very least, that lady should just speak in a more gentle tone as there were so many passengers on the bus then. Being a teenager, I guess we also need our fair share of pride. Being shouted in front of so many people can be really mind boggling to face-conscious Singaporeans. Frustrated and angered, his face turned to be as black as Sir Justice Bao. By the way, that lady is a Malay. So I guess the fasting period has caused her to become so temperamental.

Life was so gloom,
Until you came through.
Love is wonderful,
As long as I have you.
Wonders can happen,
Miracles can shine.
Let this dream of mine flows,
As I wish upon a star.
To let me be with this someone,
Where her presence is treasured within my heart.
All I really want to say is,
I truly love you

o x o x o x
x o x o x o x o x

x o x o x o x o x o x

x o x o x o x o x

x o x o x o x

x o x o x

x o x

x o

You'll always be in my heart and soul

Enjoy your TV session my dear. Love you truly with all my heart. Miss ya lots. . . . . .

I will love u wholeheartedly, Sabbie

2004-11-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

Hello Everybody.....

O'level is driving me crazy to a large extent. Let me give u guys a summary of my performance for the past few days.

For english, I guess the compo section was a total flop for me. I didn't even know what to write. Time was ticking fast and so, I just scribbled my way through the 1 hr 45 mins. It was so mind boggling that I couldn't even concentrate for the next paper. I just felt like taking a pistol then, and shoot a bullet right through my skull. *Bang~*

As for social studies, I guess I screwed it up big time. Although Switzerland did came out, I just felt that I could have done better if I studied Conflicts Among Nations. It was much much simpler. Well, practically everyone was rejoicing when they saw Switzerland as one of the topics for structured essay. One of my friends only studied Switzerland and I can only say that he's so DAMN LUCKY!!!! I really feel sad for those who studied 7 to 8 chaps and all didn't come out. I'm sure those people must be sobbing after the ss paper. Poor you~

Today I had the Maths Paper 1. Well, I guess it was pretty ok. Not many challenging questions though. Seriously, everyone thinks that it is extremely easy. And so, it will be difficult to achieve a distinction. I guess the minimum marks for A1 will be above 80. My intuition tells me that paper 2 is gonna be a killer paper. So everyone out there, be extremely cautious on next monday. Get more rest too. So that your brain can function normally. Best of luck to every O'level student.

Being proud will get you no where people. It will be the downfall of you. After some of the papers, a few of my classmates kept on exclaiming that it was so damn easy. "NO kick~"... "Sibei easy".... Being confident is good. But over confident will cause people to have an impression that you're being real snobbish. So guys, CONTROL YOUR EGO.............. The higher your hopes, the greater the fall.

Recently, my emotions seem to be in a total mess. My aunt is going to drive me crazy one day. She thinks that getting A1 is like drinking water. *As easy as abc like that* Then when I saw her leaving cert, she only had an A for chinese and literature. The rest were all F and F and MORE F(s).. Furthermore, I do not want to be categorised under the "can't study" group by my relatives. When they heard that I was in Queenstown Sec, their impression of me was a stupid kid. One of my relatives called me to check on how much I got for PSLE. When I replied her that I scored only 225, she bellowed, "WHAT?? So low???". Immediately, i just slammed the phone on the floor. I darted back to my own room n grieved for the whole day.

My cousins are mostly from RJC and HCJC. And so, the pressure is causing me to have breathing difficulties at times. However, it's good that I'm exposed to all these pressure at young age. So that when I step into this fast-moving society, I'll be able to handle all sorts of problems and obstacles more efficiently. So wish me luck man........

My picture of a perfect home is where my house will be ideally situated at the top of a hill, exposed to the spectecular and magnificent surrounding around me. Everyday, I'll be exposed to clean fresh air, away from the buzz and bustles of a city life. In the noon, I can take a dive into the crystal blue sea, and view the beautiful underwater world. Corals, fishes and even sharks are just wonderful masterpieces from brilliant nature. At night, I can spend a romantic date with my dear and gaze at the moon. To achieve all these, I must really strive hard now and earn tons of money as I grow up. Only then, I can leave this pathetic and stressful country, Singapore.

I hope the one who will be with me then, will still be you, Sabrina. Alright.... I guess we're still young and so the future is still unfathomable. Things may take a drastic change in years to come, but right now, I just want to let you know that I truly love you whole-heartedly. You're my one and only now.. Take care.

I love you alot alot alot, Sabbie

2004-10-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone.

I missed Sabrina a lot! ! !

May she have all the blessings in the world for practical exam tomorrow.

Good Luck To Everyone For Tomorrow.

I love you so much, Sabbie

2004-10-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys~!!

Went back to school today for a study session. I was petrified by the number of students present in school. For the first time, the canteen was half-filled. I guess every sec 4s is putting in the extra effort to pass the O'level with soaring colours.

It's the last leg of the race for the sec 4s. The baton has reached the last runner and I'm going to dash across the finishing line first. I truly hope lady luck will be shining on me this time round. I seriously need all the luck I can possibly get.

By the way, I'm so disappointed that I didn't win any prize for the coming Graduation Day Ceremony. Lost my title of the top in Combined Humanities and also my 2nd position in level. :( Haizzz.. Never mind. Just have to pin all my hopes on O'level now.

Chinese has a saying that fortune always rotates to a different person. I just hope my academics fortune will come to me soon.

Most importantly, I miss ya lots now Darling!

*I love you*

I love Sabbie~!!!

2004-10-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hi Ladies and Gentlemen!~!

This morning, SOMEONE looked so stressed up. Being the caring guy, I tried my best to talk to her, so as to get a smile on her face again. However, my effort proved futile. She was still feeling unhappy and was not even in the mood to talk to me. Her face looked so bitter from far, till the people around her thought they had sniffed chinese medicine.

After PE, things took a 180 degrees change. She was smiling once again. *FINALLY~* She claimed that the chemical, which is released when a person exercises, had made her happy. The name of the chemical is Endophine. *I don't know if that is the correct spelling*

This lucky lady had lady luck shining on her from then on. She even had a secret admirer who drew her something to cheer her up. Then she even had someone to buy bread and LEMON BARLEY for her. How lucky can she be? But the drawing was really nice. Quite creative. Hahahaha.. The barley was nice too. Hahahaha...

Anyway, I just wanna tell that SOMEONE to cheer up. Study smartly. Don't ever study so hard. Everyone has their own studying methods. And your "study smart" method worked well for you during prelims. So it'll work well for you again on O'level. Don't ever let other people's revision plans scare you off. You must have more faith in your own capabilities ok? Jia You~ : D

So who you want to be? Mrs Happy : D or Mrs Sad : (
Hahahahaha...

*Dearest Sabbie, I love you!*

Will always love you, Sabbie

2004-10-20T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone~!!

Just came back from a tiring training session at CJC. I like the school's environment though. It's surrounded by lots and lots of trees. That's why it gives me an impression of a very tranquil and condusive environment to study. However, I'm still at a loss as I can't decide on which school to enrol in. Well, shall leave all these brain-killing matters to my destiny.

Seriously, I need to start JOGGING!! My present condition could only last me for one match. If the opponent manage to make me run a bit, I sure fall flat on the ground within minutes. Hahaha.. Very pathetic right? But my strokes were mostly recovered today. So with the technical advantage, I still hold an upper edge when I compete against the CJC's players. By shedding off the extra fats, I bet I can thrash them like nobody's business. Hahaha.

Tomorrow I have Chemistry Mock Exam. Unfortunately, I guess I won't be studying for it. I'm truly exhausted to the core. So wish me all the best guys. Hahaha.. Shall fail with flying colours.

Mr Creepy Crawly, you better practise some self-control, or else you're going to get a whole load of shit from me. So what if you did well for a portion of your mock exams? Does it imply that you'll do as well for O's? So you better shut the fuck up before you really cause my blood pressure to go way up.

Phew~ What a relief after saying all these out. Have to stop here. See ya around everybody.

*Hey dear, love you alot alot alot alot alot...*

I love you

2004-10-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hello guys~!

I really can't stand certain things anymore. Seeing them will really make my heart sinks.

Well, I got a lot of things in my mind now. Now let me organise it and tell you guys~

Physics lesson was damn interesting today. My teacher was bitching about my school's chief invigilator for GCE O'level Practical Exam. That bloody sissified pussy chief invigilator was nicknamed "broken wrist" and "Got Bird".

IT was named "broken wrist" due to the fact that he would go everywhere with his palm facing down, EXACTLY like a DOG!

IT was then named "Got Bird" due to the fact that his actual name was Gobert. So the teaching staff of my school had such deep hatred for him till they went to the extent of insulting his name as well. They claimed that the name "Gobert" derived from his parents' anxiety of getting a boy in the family. So during the "Breathe in and PUSH" period, his Dad should be shouting "Got Bird Got Bird" when the head finally protruded out of the mum's vagina. And his parents' dream was thought to be finally realised. But they didn't realise that Mr GOT BIRD was born with the female's sexual organs too. Muahahhaa.. Bloody mutated invigilator!

The whole class was in an outburst of laughters. Hahaha.. It was really hilarious to see my teacher imitating Mr "Got Bird". And my teacher vowed to be a bitchier bitch when that bloody sissified pussy invigilates us again. So you better watch your stinky attitude, MISTER!

Mdm Khoo was absent today. And so, 2 free periods for us. Furthermore, the social studies mock exam was cancelled. YIPPPEEEEE. Double happiness.

Well, after school, I was supposed to be having lunch with my darling. But I guess her slimming plans had got over her head all of a sudden and she decided to skip meals. Moreover, she had a silly headache. Hence, I decided to walk with her to the bus stop. After some mixed emotions inside me, I boarded my bus first, with anger bursting all over me. Thinking back, I guess it was not worth it at all.

With an empty stomach, I reached home. Shocked and petrified, I couldn't find a single edible thing in the whole freaking house. As a result, my stomach is staging a riot inside me now.

Tomorrow I have to attend a training session at CJC. My stamina has dropped terribly and my skills had all been returned back to my coach. This spells disaster. Shit~ Hope I can last at least 30mins before I break down and lie flat down on the badminton ground.

Anyone has remedy to cure headaches thoroughly? Can share your wonderful remedy at the tagboard? Hope to see some response from you guys soon.

*Miss ya dear. Recover soon~*

I love you as always my dearest sabrina!!

2004-10-18T14:29:00.000+08:00

Hello~!

Today was truly nerve-wrecking.

I had my GCE O'level Science Practical exam.

It was pretty ok.

Except a few careless mistakes here and there. *Hope this is a good start to my O'level examinations*

Not much to say anymore. And so, THE END~

*Miss ya darling. Recover soon. Tata*

I Love You, Sabrina!!

2004-10-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hi~

Went to NJC today for their open house. Ms Chee fulfilled her mission by sending Sabbie and me down to NJC with her classy BMW.

Throughout the ride, Ms Chee looked very jovial as she felt young young again. *FAT HOPES* hahaha.. I ended up calling her MUM as we stepped into the school's boundary. haha..

Well, I didn't feel much sense of belonging to this school. NJC supposed to be quite newly-renovated, but I guessed the colour of the buildings made it look real dull. *YUCKS* Furthermore, Sabbie wasn't impress by the school at all. And so, I don't think NJC will be inside my consideration anymore.

I guess my next target shall be ACJC. Anyway, I'll be making a trip down to CJC for a badminton training on next Wednesday. My coach had been urging me to joing CJC since last week. He wants to build up a squad which contains players with strong foundation, so as to stand a chance in winning next year's Inter-JC Badminton competition. Well, I shall give you all a brief insight into the school's facilities and COLOUR next week. I just hope I won't come out panting real hard for oxygen. I haven't been training my stamina for MONTHS!!! SHIT!! That spells disaster.

*Take better care of your health ok? Rest well and recover soon. I'll try my best to be there for you when you need me. Tata*

I love you as always my dearest sabrina..~!

2004-10-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hi~

A very very fine day indeed...

Went to the library@esplanade to study.

A very nice place to study. Nice and comfortable environment.

Just that I was down on luck to be sitting beside a gay. His dressing was totally outrageous. And he spoke like a castrated toad. *Brrrrpppp...In a sissy way*

Finished one of the Amaths Paper today.

Mdm Sabbie had to rush off for dinner with her mum. And so, I decided to send her to taka, before proceeding home.

My darling was down with a slight fever, flu, cough and sore throat today. I sincerely hope she will be able to recover soon. Take care!

Singapore Idol was totally a flop today. The only person who outshone the rest was Olinda. She did a really great job in creating that disco atmosphere. *Lets play the FUNKY music!!* Woohoo~~~~~ But can you change your dressing Oli? Hahaha.. She looked like a mamasan just now... LOL!

Please praise the Lord! As you've seen, Mr Jerry Ong, had survived countless number of obstacles, to get into top 8. And how he achieved that remarkable feat? *Scratching my head hard for the answer to appear* Obviously, it was through the help of his kind church friends. *Amen~*

You expect someone like Jerry to become Singapore Idol? Then you're truly blind. I doubt anyone, except his church friends, will buy his crappy album when it's out. Oh ya.... People who are having constipation should consider seeing him sing. You'll truly see your own reflection. He'll be a direct reflection of what constipation is all about.

Poor him. May God bless him~ Clear all his damn waste inside his damn rectum will ya?

*I love you, Sabbie*

I love you forever my dear~ Just tt why aren't u replying me?

2004-10-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

Hi~

A day not to be remembered. . . . .

Thanks Nicole for your advice. . . .

Heard you're doing real fine with Boon Yi now. . .

And so, REMEMBER to invite me to your wedding dinner ok?

*peace out :D*

I Love You, Sabrina!!

2004-10-12T19:54:00.000+08:00

Hello. . .

I sat alone at one corner of the class, entertaining lots of thoughts inside me every second. As I glanced across the classroom, I could only see Mr Stress and its wonderful buddies coming towards me in numbers, and as well as a very lovey dovey pair, sitting right in front of me. They seemed to be singing "Love is in the air" deep inside their tangled hearts, radiating tons of Love-particles across the class. *Ohhhhh.. How sweet... By the way, where is my the other half?? arghhhhh*

I've been telling myself from time to time again to stay strong and do not ever succumb to the dreadful fate of a loser. But rising competitions from so many people had made me feel like shit. I was hoping for the hour hand to reach 4 soon. So that I could have that tiny bitsy amount of time at the bus stop with my dear for a while.

During the announcement of the Physics results, my mood hit rock bottom. So many people scored a bloody A1 for Physics. Worst of all, some who scored 54.1 or 64.4 or 74.1 got 1 grade higher due to the rounding off system. Why did i get only 71.3? Why my score didn't turn out to be like 74.9 or even 74.1???? Guys...... I'm talking about 1 grade HIGHER!!! Not 1 mark higher..................... Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

I pondered for a while and started to put myself in other people's shoes. And so, they're not even at fault in the first place. Maybe it's just the competitive nature inside me that was working real hard today, which caused my temper to soar way high. But I didn't scold or hit any people. I decided to swallow down all these disgusting failures.

Furthermore, why some people can be so ungrateful and selfish at times? When you're in need, I won't hesitate to help you or even show you the workings. But can't you just spare me a few moments to tell me how to do certain questions?? Bloody hell.....

How can the school let the students take mock exam at a bloody classroom with poor ventilation and along with the blazing heat???? Dumb system... Damn stupid... And still expect us to produce top results? Dream on and get a life!! Do you think we're still living in your Kampong Era??

People, listen up! Treat people with respect first before you can gain theirs. You reap what you sow. Continue being the selfish one if you like. Continue being the irritating one if you like. But one fine day, you're going to receive back 10 times more of it from me. Get it? So put yourself in other people's positions first......

Darling, I'm truly proud of you. I'm sure your mum must be shivering with fears now that a kitten will be in your house soon right? You're approaching your targets soon. Best of luck to you~ You're e best! :D I just hope you can spare a thought to me when you're behaving in a "too friendly" manner towards other people...

Haizz.. I'm typing all these down in fit of pique. Hope you guys won't mind........ For now, it's time for me to do A Maths Paper. Woo hoo~~ I'm determined to fail Physics tomorrow. I guess I'm really not cut out for this damn subject.

*Sabbie, I love you! Sabbie, I love you! Take good care of yourself... Jia you!!*

Muackzzz..

2004-10-11T22:33:00.001+08:00

hey dear.. i noe tis is kinda intruding but =P tis song is for u. thanks for being there no matter and wadeva state i'm in. (which is quite bad now i am feeling very grumpy)

Because U Loved Me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through, through it all

~You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me~

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

~

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

~

~

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Thanks again dear.. =)

I love you, Sabrina!!

2004-10-11T19:37:00.000+08:00

Da Jia Hao~ Hello everybody!

On my way home today, bus 139 decided to play a prank on me. Upon reaching every stop, the bus would have to off its engine and wait for at least 5 mins before it could travel again.

The bus was filled with so many unreasonable people. There was this guy who was trying to be really sarcastic as the driver was trying his best to explain the situation to the passengers. As a result, the driver got so frustrated and asked everybody to alight the bus. *Tolerance is then the real virtue*

Singaporeans, please stop whining can?? A bit of things also must complain. Can't you let your mouth get some rest? Grow up k?

Alright.. Let me bring the focus back to my time in school. My dear was very very frustrated with some stuff today. On our way out of the school, she even threw her biology book down on the ground. In the end, I had to clear up her mess. I understand that it's very difficult to swallow down some frustrations but dear, you must also look on the brighter side of life. Try looking at a different side of the picture and you may find a new meaning to it.

I wanted to accompany her to somewhere else to inhale some fresh air, hoping that her mood would change for the better. Unfortunately, she decided to go home. Obviously, I felt a bit disappointed but I did not want to add on any more misery to her rather "dull" day. And so, both of us proceeded back to our respective homes.

I shall put a stop to this entry now. Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. Don't let unnecessary stuff affect your mood ok? Take it easy..... Don't worry.. Be happy :D I'll be by your side whenever you need me.

*Love ya darling.. Stay focus during your tuition kkz? Hope your mood has changed for the better by now. Jia you~! Miss ya...*

Frustrating Day In General~~~~~~

2004-10-10T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hi...

I woke up at 9.30am today, strolled around my house aimlessly for a while and then proceeded to my bathroom. I was feeling rather lethargic this morning.

Then, I went out and took bus 139 to school. Mr Foo opened up a studying session for the sec 4s. And unfortuantely, I was being called back for extra physics remedial. *Haiz~*

I left school at around 4pm and wanted to send her home. But I wasn't aware that I could not do so. And so, I guess it was a wasted effort afterall. *Haiz~*

Sorry Thu Aung. I wanted to accompany you all but i was feeling a bit frustrated with everything. And so, I went straight back home.

Shan't talk much about it anymore. Don't want to add on anymore misery into my dreadful day. The end~ Cya around guys.

*Aung, stay happy dude! Shall listen to all your grieves and sorrows tomorrow. Promise ya that.*

*I'm really sorry.. Sorry to the extreme... I just wanna beg for ur forgiveness... Sorry~*

The Story Of A Brave Fish~

2004-10-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hello Everybody~

I woke up at 9.40am today, took a bath and proceeded to school for A Maths remedial. I reached school at around 10.05am, hoping to see some queenstownians at the basketball court or foyer.

To my surprise, there wasn't a single soul. Well, I guessed that most of them should be having a good rest at home while I had to spend a mentally exhausting day at school. I was hoping to see my dear at school but she prefered to spend her day at home. Anyway, never mind.

Mrs Yeong tried to enlighten my concept on Permutation and Combination but her efforts were futile. I could not understand much. Maybe because my analysing skills were way too weak to grasp the important skills needed in this particular chapter.

And so, I went straight home after remedial and had Roti Prata plus half-boiled eggs for lunch. It was simply delicious! *Whoopilicious~~*

Alright... Let me tell you all a story of a brave and strong fish.

2 years ago, the flowerhorn fish craze hit Singapore and everybody were so interested in having one of this fishes as their dear pets. Well, I was not excluded.

I brought my parents to a fish shop and I seemed to have an affinity with this little fish. It was only the size of my big toe then but surprisingly, it caught my attention as I was fascinated by its hyper-active nature. It would swim here and there with grace, showing no signs of fatigue. And so, a new chapter had soon began.

During these 2 years, this fish had grown into a big, fat one. All thanks to the tender-loving care shown by my wonderful parents. They would not hesitate on spending money to buy excellent fish food for this wonderful Luo Han. *Speaking of BIASNESS~!! HMPH~!!! Injustice had been brought upon me* Hahaha..

Unfortunately, this big, fat fish was down on some queer sickness recently. It had not eaten for 2 months. Everyone in my family was very worried over his present condition.

This morning, my mother decided to change the water inside the fish tank. As she changed, she was also talking to the fish.

"I had enjoyed being your master for the past two years. Seemed like age is catching up on you. Why not you leave this world, and find a heavenly place elsewhere? It pains me everytime to see you suffering inside this fish tank." my mum said, as tears rolled down her cheeks.

I guessed the fish understand whatever that my mother had said and after dinner, the fish was lying flat down on the fish tank. Its fins were not moving anymore.

We decided to bury it at the garden near us. *May you find a peaceful place on the other side of the world. Bless ya~*

I admire the sagacity and courage of this fish. Even when it was down with sickness, it displayed true courage and fought resiliently. It had brought great fortune into our family, and as well as great joys and laughters with its spectacular jumping acts. Hahaha.. I will miss you, my dear fish. Tata~

That's the end for today. Well, I'm currently waiting for a sms from Chen Si Ning. But i guess she's still having fun outside.

*Love you~ Muackzz.. Hope you enjoyed the sumptuous meal with your family. Tata~*

I love TODAY the most~!!!

2004-10-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

Yozz Everyone~!!

I'm extremely delighted today. Truly happy to the extreme.

First up, I received back my Final Combined Humans grade and miracle did happened. I got an A1 for this particular subject. *Phew~*

Secondly, my dear is extremely ecstatic today. She seemed to be radiating joys and smiles all over. Hahaha... *Hope you like the top*

Thirdly, this has something to do with fruit balm. But i shall not elaborate further on the specific details. Hahaha...

Fourthly, I was on top form today during pool. I guess the fruit balm gave me the extra luck. Hahaha..

Hey dear, forgive me for deceiving you today. But I just want to give you a surprise ya? I was hoping that this surprise would erase any unhappy things or depressing issues inside you. And fortunately, it did worked. All thanks to a few accomplice for helping me out. Hahaha..

Shall stop here. All in all, I just hope everything will be smoothly for us during O'level and may our best come. My classmates, especially Wei Chiang, Yango, Boon Yi and Xue mei, must put in more effort now~! It's now or NEVER!! Take pride in every work and I'm sure each one of you will be able to pass O'level with flying colours. 5 years down the road, I might even be working under one of you guys. Hahaha.. 4A, GO GO GO!! And for my friends in 4B, I'm sure you guys are capable of achieving better grades. Just don't let the lazy bone take over you. BUCK UP NOW!!

*Lets be happy like this forever n ever. I love you. Tata. Hope to cya real soon~*

I love you forever my dear~ Just tt i'm feeling very stressed~

2004-10-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone~!

Today, it was a rather pleasant day over at school. Thu Aung, Eddie, Gerard, Yi Cheng and me had alot of fun, playing e guessing game. Both Yi Cheng and Eddie were really making a mockery out of themselves and made the rest of us laugh like crazy. Thu Aung laughed to the extent that his face went totally crimson red.

After school, I had lunch with Nabbie. Hahaha.. We were mostly chatting about our overseas trips. It was really great fun, to be recalling back so many fun memories. *Next time then i bring you to all the "great places" k, Nabbie?*

And so, I decided to escort her back to her granny's house. But I was feeling tons of stress and competition, weighing down on my shoulders as I walked along with her. *How I wish e "confident" part of me will come back soon*

Most likely, I'll be receiving back my FINAL Combined Humans grade tomorrow. Come to think of it, it's really nerve wrecking. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE bless me. I really need tons of blessings.

*You may find me as a small part in your life. But I'll forever recognise you as an important pillar inside me. Trust is hard to gain back when it's broken. However, you're my one and only for now.(This is exceptionally true from e deepest place of my heart)*

A Pleasant Day In General~

2004-10-06T17:36:00.000+08:00

Wats Up Everybody! Muahahaha~

A normal day in school, with not much surprises or special events going on. The best part of today was the arguing session during Biology lesson. Hahaha.. The whole class were distorting facts as they fought their way through to get some more marks for the SC Paper 4. The highlight of the arguments was the positioning of where the sperms should be rightfully deposited in the female's body. She had taught us the wrong things but she just wouldn't admit to her own PROFESSIONAL mistakes. As a result, NO mark was being added. *I shall give face to Mdm Shyama Junior~ HMPH!*

No remedial was being held today and so everyone was delighted. By the way, we were rejoicing over the fact that Sec 4s were supposed to be undergoing tons of intense remedials by now. But surprisingly, we had NONE. *HEEEE HAAAAAAA*

As there was no remedial, I decided to have lunch with Mrs Fatty MESS at the food junction in Great World City. She was so ecstatic over the fact that her hair was SURPRISINGLY neater today. *Hope it'll remain so for a longer time~ haha* Bus 123 took exceptionally long to arrive today and Mrs Fatty MESS was complaining over the excessive sunlight which was exposed at her. *HOW VULNERABLE CAN SHE GET??*

*Love ya forever.. Tata during tuition today~*

Bio result is OUTRAGEOUS!!

2004-10-05T17:13:00.000+08:00

Heyz Everyone~~ Hope everything is doing well for you guys out there..

Adrenaline was rushing all the way from the adrenaline medulla and up to my weak heart. Blood pressure was building up inside me and I almost got a shock of my life when i saw my Biology results. Guess what.... I only scored 34/65 for it. My worst ever result in all my past exams. *Stupid Guo Rong~ Why u had mind block during Biology exam??? All your fault, GUO RONG!*

Alright... Lets not add on misery to these pathetic results. Well, at least i get to go out with Mrs Chen Si Ning today. We went to Orchard Road again. This time round, we went to Wheelock Place to collect her hp, which was sent for repair. After the collection, her whole mood was so different. She seemed so ecstatic, as if someone just dropped a thousand bucks on the floor for her to pick up. Hahaha.. I bet she missed her phone badly. *Jealousy rising tremendously inside me.. Hahaha*

That's the end for today. I may be posting my essay on my blog tomorrow. And so, stay tune to e worst ever essay written by Author Tan. See ya guys~

*Obviously, your mum loves me more den you NOW! haha.. Love ya.. Tata~*

Results Day~

2004-10-04T16:53:00.000+08:00

Hey Everyone.. Hope everyone is doing fine after receiving the results today...

I really don't know how to comprehend the feelings inside me now. I've just received a few subjects' results today. And it wasn't really up to my expection. So let me tell you more about my pathetic grades now....

EL: B3 (I know i can do better den that!)
MA: A1 (Phew~ At least I'm very consistent in this subject)
AM: A2 (Shall do better for O'level)
SC: A2 (Might be even lower.. This is just a rough estimation)
MT: A1 (Missed those days of intense fun during MT period)
PH: A2 (Guess this will be my best DESIRED grade)
CH: A1 (This subject is very important to me... I need to get an A1 for this to get into a decent JC)

L1R5 ==> 10

*Updated on 8 October 2004* I got 23/25 for section B and 22/25 for section A of Geography.... I just received the news tt i got 33/50 for my Social studies.

Mock exams will start from next week onwards and so, time to buck up everyone!! Don't be disheartened by your prelims' grades. Lets all gear up for O'level and may our names be locked in the Scholar Table. *Jia You~!!*

Anyway, I went out with my darling this afternoon but unfortunately, i ended up coming home alone. Haha.. Her dad decided to give her a surprise by insisting to accompany her today. And so, it was a lonely ride home for me. Hahahaha..

The End~ *Wish me all the best for tomorrow. Hope my physics and humans can outshine everyone*

*All the best for your results tomorrow.. May everything falls in place for you.. Love ya and take care~ Gesundheit*

Wat a wonderful day~

2004-10-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

Wats up Everyone? Doing ok? hahaha.. School starts again on Monday and so, get your mind set right n get ready to kick some ass for O'level!

Today was an ok day. My eyes opened up slightly at around 8.30am and so i decided to check my hp to see if there's any incoming sms. To my disappointment, NONE again. *arghhhh.. Anger building up inside me* So, i decided to sleep till 11.20am, ignoring any sms that was sent to me. In e end, i received 2 smses from this stinky fellow and my anger was finally dissipated. Hahaha.. Do you know why? Because I love Mrs Chen Si Ning too much...

Later in the afternoon, this stinky fellow told me tt her parents were asking her why she never went out with her friends. How i wish she had told me tt earlier on. Or else i could have went out with her today. *Sheeshhh.. HOW FRUSTRATING*

So at around 4pm, I went out to Queenstown Stadium to have a game of pool with Mr Porny Tan. Ooppss.. Should be Philemon Tan. Hahaha.. *I sense a dagger behind my back, ready to stab me anytime..* Hahaha.. Well, I totally thrashed him today! haha.. NO KICK~

*You must be hungry till to e extreme by now.. Just tolerate for a while more n a great meal will be on your way.. Anyway, enjoy yourself later on.. Tata*

To hell with the blazing heat~

2004-10-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yo guys~ How's all your "chilling" session after prelims? Haha.. Better enjoy yourself now before you find that you have no more time when school starts on Monday.

My handphone rang at around 7.20am, waking me up from my wonderful lalaland. *Wei Yao, $#%^@$!&@(* Hahaha.. Anyway, his main objective of calling is to check about the meeting time to our trip to Sentosa. How could he deprive me of 10 mins more of sleeping time?

I reached harbourfront bus terminal at around 8.20am. I met Marcus, Melvin, Kenny and Wei Yao on the bus. So we decided to have our breakfast first at the Harbourfront Market. We had Nasi Lemak and the hawker was being extremely generous by offering us infinite supply of rice. Hahaha.. So as usual, Kenny went all out to get more rice! *kiasu-ism is beyond belief* haha.. Typical HIM~

After a filling meal, we proceeded on to our destination, Sentosa. We went to Padawan Beach n had a number of beach volleyball matches. First up, we had the match of the century and it was really nice to see e strong bonds between all of us. Everyone enjoyed e match between e FAT and Skinny group. The FAT group consisted of Kenny, Marcus, Wei Yao, Xu Sheng, Yue Feng and of cos, ME! Hahaha.. Sadly, we lost to the skeletons by 2 match to 1. *Giving chance to them.. Or else they will cry after their match* Haha...

We left Padawan Beach at around 6pm, with our bodies badly burnt and faces as red as tomatoes. All of us looked so exhausted. But still, we had truly enjoyed ourselves today.

Apart from e blazing heat, everything was just nice for a meaningful outing for a group of friends. Hope everyone will be showing happy faces when they receive the results for prelims on Monday.

*It was a long day over at Sentosa, but i had never stopped thinking of one STINKY fellow. Haha.. Hope you also had a great day today. Tata*

Must PLAY & PRAY REAL HARD NOW! haha..

2004-10-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys.. I seriously want to thank you all for showing your support towards my blog~ Come again dudes~

I just came home from 4 hrs of pool. Tiring but yet, great amount of stress were all vented on e cute little balls. Hahaha.. *Mustering all my strength, hitting e 9-ball with great accuracy N..... down it went* Hahaha..

Today is Children's Day. And so, I decided to become really really childish to commemorate this special occasion. Being in Sec 4 now, I'm dealing with piles n piles of homework n never-ending mock exams that are coming soon into my life. I could hardly breathe. This had seriously resulted in a great amount of lactic acid, being deposited in my body. This process is called Anaerobic Respiration. *When did I become so in love with Biology?* Hahaha..

By the way, I've received back my SC Paper 3 n Paper 1 marks. I got 52.5/65 for paper 3 n 35/40 for paper 1. I was so disappointed with this result. Looks like my A1 for SC is gone, forever n forever.... All I can hope now is to pin my hopes on SC paper 4. But, chances of doing well for that paper is close to a big ZERO~

At 12pm, I decided to attend e last Bio Practical Lesson. In e end, i ended up eating cookies, sponsored by Mdm Shyama. Haha... By the way, e cookies were nice! haha.. *Drooling as I think back at it*

After that, I went out with Mrs Chen Si Ning. Hahaha... I decided to use all my vouchers for popular n cd-rama before it reaches the expiry date, which is on 22 Oct. We bought 1 Cd, 2 foolscaps(which I think we can get it from Mr Foo for FREE!), 1 G-tec n another 3 pens. Had a fun time today, dashing across e heavy traffic at Orchard, just to be on time for you n your cousin to meet. Haha.. Poor ME~! haha..

Alright.. That is the end for today. I shall update you on my amazing adventures to Sentosa tomorrow. Until then, see ya guys. Have a great weekend~

*Years passed in a blink of an eye. Time moved so quickly that I couldn't even rest for a second. But at least I get to meet you. Take care~ N all e best to the trip to your hairstylist. Hope your hair won't look so messy anymore~ HA.. Which I reckon that it's close to impossible. TATA*

Lady Luck is avoiding me now~ Haiz

2004-09-30T17:09:00.000+08:00

Heyz Everyone~ Just feeling super frustrated now..... Muahahahaha...

Today was a day of ultimate disappointment. I tried blogging a few moments ago but my computer decided to play a prank on me by HANGING. *thanks so much bloody antique com*

Alright.. Physics Paper 1 was a total flop to me. I could not understand so many questions. All i could possibly do was to...... PLAY GUESSING GAMES~ When Mr Lee officially announced that our time was up, I was still busy shading any answers that came up to my mind. Right hand was holding on to a pencil while my left hand was holding my watch very tightly. *Hoping tt my watch will bring me some luck*

I just felt that almost everything is not falling in place smoothly for me now. Haiz.. I guess Poly or even ITE is opening up its door to extend its warm welcome to me. *How nice of them to do so~*

Life is just full of ups n downs. I'd experienced all my ups but now, im at e receiving ends of my downs~ Well, I must face up to it bravely n just move on with my life. *At least I still got someone to stand by me if days of ultimate failure ever befalls upon me* Hahaha..

After the paper, I went to Plaza Singapura to hv my breakfast n then, started a foot tour round Orchard. Haha.. Hope someone's slimming programme worked well after this ultimate walking trip. Haha.. *I sense a disturbance in my force* I bet she's fuming mad after reading this. Hahaha..

Everyone, be sure to catch The Terminal. It's really a nice show, with lots of chemistry between e casts n lots of comedy being injected in. Tom Hanks is just e best candidate when it comes to such funny movie.

In conclusion, I shall post some of my bad "exam grades" tomorrow. So guys, be sure to come again~! ;P

*I'll be waiting.... To get a strong grip into ur intricate heart. Hope u had a great time today ya? Thanks for being such an "economical person" in my life as i'm sure i dun need to spend much on SOME things in future.. HAHAHA*

What a day of Great Falls~

2004-09-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

Heyz guys~ miraculously, I'm BLOGGING!! So pls come here n support me! Muahahaha..

Well, I'm feeling rather lethargic today. So now I'm going to explain why....

First n foremost, I stayed up till 5am to watch finish e champions league match btw Man Utd & Fenerbache. It was a rather exciting game and as usual, Man Utd dominated e whole game through e darting runs from Giggs n Rooney. Undoubtedly, Rooney was making a dream start to his career at Man Utd. He became e hero of e day by scoring a hat-trick. He sure lives up to his "wonderboy" reputation. However, I was praying real hard for Man Utd to lose thou.. Hahaha.. *Sensing some Man Utd fans behind me, ready to hack me into pieces*

Then, i slept till 9.15am n was ready for some basketball actions. I was taking my own sweet time, walking around the house aimlessly, and all of a sudden, my phone rang~ To my disappointment, it was my dear friend, Mr Pussy Cheng. Haha.. Basically, he was rushing me~ *Was waiting for someone's precious message which never came*

At 9.35am, i left house n ran towards my destination, Lengkee Basketball Court. To my surprise, everyone was early n i guessed tt i was e latest. *Sense of guilt building up inside me* Anyway, Mr Zin was on top form today as he scored a few three-pointers n jump shots. Next up, we decided to have a five-on-five full court game. Unfortunately, I had a great fall as e floor was a bit wet due to e slight drizzles. *Now I'm starting to feel e stinging sensation on my back~ SHIT!*

I'm feeling rather sleepy now n e weather is such a big temptation for me. So cooling~ Alright... Guess i would take a nap now n so, see ya guys~ Peace out~

*From e moment i opened up my eyes, I'd been missing ya~ Once i closed my eyes, ur image appeared beautifully in my mind~ Tata Chen Si Ning*

I'm back n BETTER than ever

2004-09-28T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hello EVERYBODY!~ Guo Rong is back in the house.. Muahahahah..

Alright.. Feeling real bored at home now n so, I decided to start blogging again since prelims is drawing to a close soon. But that also mean that O'lvl is coming.. AHHHHHH *screaming at the top of my voice, frantically..*

Now let me give you a rough flashback on my performance during prelims for the past 2 weeks.

I guess I've e most confidence in my maths paper. This time round, I must really prove to Mrs Wee that I am still of an A1 calibre n not anything lesser than that.

For e rest of e papers, I just felt that I had given my best shot except for BIO. My mind totally went blank once I started doing e bio paper. I think i was too tired after the maths paper 2. By the way, maths paper 2 was really quite tedious.

Ultimately, i truly hope tt i can make it to a top JC, preferably NJC. I really want to experience the huge competitions n bitter rivalries btw the respective pupils in a top JC. I guess competitions will bring abt improvements...

Come on Guo Rong... I know you can do it *fingers crossed*.. And you too my dear~ 12 pts for a cute kitten.. Not bad

Targets for O'lvl-->

EL- A2
MT- A1
MA- A1
AM- A1
CH- A1
PH- A2
SC- A1

L1R5 = 7